`DANCING QUEEN~!

Monday, November 23, 2009

ahhs. i think i got hell lots of things to update man ! but i duno if i can manage to post finish. and today im in the foul mood, so read it at ur own risk ppl. i might be talking crap too.

DANCE.
YES. finally waves are over. somehow, i feel that this time round, i dun feel sad when the concert ends. or rather i dun feel se bu de. i felt happy instead. is like kind of relief? hahas. well. i dun feel like elaborate it any further. there's alot of changes in the club. not only us, the grand seniors or the juniors. alot alot alot of changes. i duno why, i just feel so annoyed when im in the club now, after training i cant wait to just go home and don bother anything anymore. why is there so many problems. is not that we dont try, is just *u* guys are controling over us too much that we cant even learnt our lessons, whenever u know something is not right, i think *u* all should just let it be and let us learnt our lessons , and u guys said tt u all are not going to care, but wad now? discussing behind our back or something, gossipping behind and not telling us wad is our mistakes? seriously, if u guys thinks tt we all cant do our jobs, might as well jus take over it. why bother say and say and say? do u guys know that we already trying our best, is not say tt we are nt trying.maybe u might be saying yes, u all did try but not enough just not enough, then the more u should tell us what to do and not just telling us our problem only, then after that we come out with the solution then again u guys are not happy again. then wads the point, is just meaningless. well, sorry for saying so much, i just dun give a fuck anymore.

HANDPHONE!

is like wtf !! early in the morning i got this shit already. ahhs. fuck it la. i woke up and i accidentally hook on the wire of hp charger, and TADAHHHH... my phone fell to the floor and the battery come out. initially i thought nth happen so i just put back the batt and switch it on. whose know, ..... all i see is black screennn.. =(((((
sian half. then i went to tell my mum about it, worse she add salt into my wound la. seh says orbi to me .. wahh lao. damn sad la.. then i busy finding another phone so tt i could use and head to school . but it took me 15 mins to find and get it charge like abit la. then in the end im late for school. grrrrs... super pissed. just now my phone black screen, i suddenly feel that i have a total lost touch of the whole world la. really feel like crying. haiis. i duno why today so suay lor. i hope i could repair it with out any payment, hope the warranty still there bahhs.. ahhhhs..
i dun wanna talk about it anymore.

bye folks!

dance dance,rock'n'roll
10:57:00 AM

Friday, October 30, 2009

DANCE .

alright. the title above shows what topic i;m talking about already. have been going for dance training everyday. Super tired, everyday got lesson from morning and then dance till late night. somehow, this makes me feel sleepy every morning and energetic at night! LOLS. well, it should be over soon. just endure another one more week or rather just enjoy another week! really excited for waves! hopefully it will be a DOPE concert! =)))
well, another issue is that, about my dear committee. have always been nagged and scolded by our seniors and yet we have done anything to satisfied them. and last saturday, we have really been thrown out all by ourselve. suddenly feel that we are all standing by ourselve no longer supported by our seniors. well, i think is time for a change. maybe we are late, but.. is better then not. =) i guess my committee are all ready to change =) lets jia you together and let our SDZ shine!
this morning while i'm on my way to school, i've been thinking alot. all my minds are the people in sdz, thinking that what should i do to change into a better seniors in term of relationships between me and my dance mates , sadly nt in term of dance , cos i know i damn cui in tt. =( in the train, i have been thinking how can i encourage the people in the club and ask them to continue dancing. nv stop dancing. wanted to encourage everyone of them in the club. i really very pei fu of lum, really like her style to approach ppl, can see she is always trying her best to know everyone and even if just a heyys.. i feel that she is trying to make an effort to lett people know that she cares u are present in the club. i want to learn her attitude, but i know that she also very xin ku to have always keep up with this attitude. so i will try my best to learn from her. =))
till then.. bye people.

dance dance,rock'n'roll
8:47:00 AM

Friday, October 16, 2009

ahhhhhhhh.. i'm so nervous now. wondering what grade will i get for my ITP! i still dont know yet man! not even one grade that i've get before from the company. they say will one shot give me my grades. LOLS. ahhhs.
i dont want to get a "B". i want an "A"! but i always got this feeling will be a "B" leyyys.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... pray hard it will be an "A"! =)))))))))))
please.. please... "A" ahh... huat ahhh! =DDD

hahhas! my in charge is sitting behind me. ahhs. hopefully she knows what i want! i want A!!!!!!!! =) hees.
alright shall update later for my grade!
argh.. really nervous. like having o level result lor. =(

dance dance,rock'n'roll
10:01:00 AM

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

WEEKENDS OUTING!

woots! and finally, i got to meet up my "long lost " friends. haha! sounds weird. ahhh. dont care. well, have been years that i've yet met them . well, looks they are still the same. But life, all life have changed. people are getting mature and going in different way for their own goal already =) have a nice meet up with them that day. have small update with them and went to clarke quay to have a drink. well, supposely going to mind cafe, but is all booked. ahhhs. well, so we off to clinic,but only left with the non-aircon space. so went to pub instead. well, not bad. played games and chit chat. Have a nice and wonderful day that nite. just went i'm going home that nite, i actually took the same train as baby ! ahhhhs.. why he nv tell me earlier that he's taking train too. if not i can check if he's in the same train with me or not. cos all along, i ve this feeling that i'm going to take the same train as baby when he msged me that he's on his way home. LOLS. well, maybe just fate.=) hahas.

SUNDAY!
i'm really tired after all the dance and work, sunday finally is a day for myself! wooot! and and and went over to meet baby over at his house, had dinner over there and head over to orchard to walk around. then really had a wonderful time with him tt day. that day was the best day out ever since waves training have started and baby is stressed and both relationship are not as good. but that day was really GREAT!! =)) contented. i love you baby. really. <3

dance dance,rock'n'roll
2:26:00 PM

Thursday, October 8, 2009

PAST is what i HAVE.
PRESENT is what i AM.
FUTURE is what i WANT.

somehow,somewhat. the previous post that i've mentioned. the 1st issue is solved.=) which is great! i'm really happy for them. Hope they can really last man. All the best to you two =))

today,i feel so lousy.same as the weather today, rainy day.Argh. Dont want to describe any further. i just mad about myself. why i bother so much about the past. the feeling just sucks. well, shall not elaborate more.
Awaiting for the beautiful day to come.

dance dance,rock'n'roll
12:54:00 PM

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

somehow i feel like blogging my feelings out in this post.

this world is full of things that are unexpected. you will never know what will be happening in the next second.

like the news i recieved yesterday, makes me feels sad.
there are total of two pieces of news;

1) Relationships;
somehow, i came across my friend's blog, and i got to know that the two friends(couple), they broke up after they were tgt for like 4 years plus ? then, the post that my friend posted, really make me realise why baby always was so angry with me . i feel the pain after reading the post. Understanding how the guys feels whenever we girls like to compare and complain about our bf.and stuffs that is unnecessary.
till then, i promised to baby that i will try my best to treat him better and not letting him angry. Cos i dont want myself to be ended up in the same state as my friend, sorry to say that but, after seeing, i feel very xin suan. So i have make up my mind that i will not anyhow throw tamtrum to baby unless PMS? hehs. =) well, i shoud get over it soon. hopefully, they will get back together if possible =)

2) Cherished every single ones around you.
yesterday, heard of my friend's dad just passed away. the moment i know, i feel upset, worried for my friend. somehow, u will not know what will happen tml,next hour,next minute and second, we cant predict our future too. no ones know.
this makes me recall abt almost one year ago, my dear friend mcron. he also left this world unexpectedly. till then i realise life is so fragile. At one moment, you were talking to the person. and another, he or she was gone to another world and never be back.
alright, dont feel like to post anymore, enough of sadness.
i will be back with the cheery shermain! =))))

dance dance,rock'n'roll
3:23:00 PM

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

HEYA PEOPLE !
i'm back with my blogging. i think i got alot to says so just bear with my long-winded post yeah?:) Which one should i start first...

LOVE ;
YEAHNESS~ HAPPY 3YEARS & 4MONTHS !!!!
actually nothing much to update about my love relationship. Baby is always so nice to me:) never fail to make me happy and trying his best to treat me better in one way or another. Be it i'm reasonable or not. hehs. sometimes, i wondering if i'm able to be independent or not,as i realise i've been rely-ing on baby too much.Even baby himself also said that i'm too dependent on him already.Especially when he is going to serve the nation, wonder if i can be independent not. haha! & All these while, i must really thank baby for helping/advising me for everything in my
life. alright, what's more to say to express my feeling is just three words :
I LOVE YOU! <3
*and oh, recently,someone tagging in baby's blog badmouthing about me saying that i'm holding other guy's hands in the north area. Is like come on, get yourself a life man, why you bother so much when its not your business? And if this is a fact, why is the so called passer refuse to put HER name down. yes, i just said "her", cos from the way of typing, i think that this no life loser is a b****. sorry for saying the words out, cos you also mei you liu yi dian kou de for me! seriously, i dont really give a damn, what i only care is as long as baby is on my side and trust me, i'm contented :).

FAMILY ;
recently, i'm back to visiting my grandma and relative much frequently then last time already. At least, i'm still "updated" with my grandma side. knowing whats is going on in the family. And, i know that my small uncle going to hold a wedding soon~ woohoo! i'm very looking forward for it. Cos ever since my grandpa passed away, it's has been a long time since we have this kind of occasion, even birthdays we had seldom celebrate in my ah ma house. My two lil cutie cousin are GROWING fast ! Now one can talk a lil and walk along the sofa! hahas! so cute right? i love to see those baby when they just started learning how to walk ! AHHHHS~ like penguins. 0ops=X Then from my dad's side, also gt wedding! but over already. Now i got one more shen shen! =)) As for my LIM's family, i'm planing to treat my famliy for a dinner out maybe at some restaurant, cos is my dad's birthday ! Another reason i wanna have this dinner also to let my parents know that i really appreciate them alot. especially my dad. always be there for me , like i recall, during year 1 registration, i have to go to SP to get all the forms filled up and then do duno whatever admin stuffs. Despite having work on that day, my dad have to take a few hours off just to sent me to SP and acc me to do all this stuff. Really really very touched. and recently, i'm having ITP. and initially i duno how to go, so my dad went raccky with me. and even sent me to work on the first day, afraid that i duno how to go. Then second& third days too. i know that he's trying his best to suit the timing with me , cos he suppose to reach my work place here to fetch the workmen to work at 745. but my work only starts at 830. so he wil always wait till 815 like tt then he go off. So actually, he had sent me to work for the first week, plus someone that week is sept holidays, so he can afford to send me.See, i'm really blessed to have such a wonderful dad! whats more i could want from them ? i love them to the MAX! =))

FRIENDS ;
alright,lets talk about sisterhood first. Not long ago i've celebrated irene's birthday together with sisterhood =) it's really nice to disturb irene huhs. hahas! she wants to kill us when she was blind folded with the CUTE PINK eye mask! hahas! nevertheless, our plan did went well, just that the stupid irene keep talking so loudly! hahas i miss them lar. ever since her birthday, we have nv met till now should go out before holidays finish! =))
next is my poly clique! yeahhs ~ we meet up during last friday! had fun with them. Went to town striaght after my ITP. C00l~=)) had swensens and i bought the mooncake from there. But haven tried ever since i bought it. i bought two boxes,one for my family, another i gave it to baby's family. hope they will like it =) Well, after i've started with my ITP, i really then realised that working is not as easy as we think it can be. It really boring, in the way that the office was quiet, hardly ppl socialise.Super bored. Another thing is the course i'm studying now, after we graduate and continue in this line, i think i cant cope man. the job is so stressful la. And i got to work on SATURDAYS too! luckily is ALTERNATE sat if not i will be there grumble grumble like nobody business la. hahaa! the pay also quite low, treating us like cheap labour.0op=xbut no choice la. thats why is call attachment ma, hahas . here to gain experience only. i really miss the clique every morning can tabao breakfast into the class, sleep whenever we like, if dun want go school also can! hahaas.really must treasure the time in school & time spend with ur friends man ! =)))

DANCE ;
Wave 14 is coming , so the club is all preparing the concert. Everyone is so busy with their own piece. I got two piece of choreo in total. Namely.street jazz and waccking. Initially i was really really upset after that i know i din get into val's choreo. Cos i really really want to get into that choreo But its just my bad that i din get in. I cried like nobody business as if that there no more chance for me to dance already. seriously, at first i thought, i dun have any to dance already cos i only like girls hip hop and LA. but LA i also nv got in. and now val's i also nv got in. i'm really really upset. Luckily, shina really nice to take me in in their choreo.i'm really happy! then after tt, xiang yi also asked us as she is choreo-ing waccking, so i've joined too,=). i really have to thanks XY and shina, cos despite of my ITP, they still take me and teach me patiently and fork out time,arrange time for those having ITP. =)) THANKS A MILLION! i will try to do my best! and i've to thanks those that have been practising with me and teaching me whenever i'm unsure too. =))) i hope this wave 14 will be a better one ! =))) JIAYOU ~

WORK ;
have been working since end of July till now, working with an event company.Had Fun working with the bunch of funny,nice going ppl. ( Zhunkiat, Teng, Patrick,Kendrick,Sean,Huiting,Ahsoon,Vincent&linda) all thanks to zhunkiat for giving me the job=) and linda is a nice in charge to get along with too ! =) AIIYA! basically everyone that i'm working with is NICE!
Currently, i'm working for 100plus event. Promoting 100plus, saying that 100plus is not only can drink after u have exercise, but during normal time. Is a kind of soft drink but is just healthier.thats all.
i think this kind of job is cool, i just need to stand there and give out the fan to the people out there and the guys will need to open the cans and give to the people. Sometimes, may not be the cans,but the type where they need to carry the heavy heavy equipment;like gas tank. then they pour those drink inside and pump out to the cups for people. i think tt one i feel more fun. i duno why, just more exciting=)) but i tell you, the guys are really strong, they have to carry thru& fro for like 8times then can finish. and only the equipment itself is like 20KG! wahhs.. so heavy la. i tried carrying it also.REALLY HEAVY!! can you imagine they have to carry like another duno how many kg with 8 of 1.5litres of bottle??

OKAY ~ think this shall be the overall of what i've been doing recently. and because of this post, i've spent like one hour plus to finish!

dance dance,rock'n'roll
4:40:00 PM